Thirty Ninth Thought

You are
A beam of sun, golden rays caressing my skin
Warm waves
You are
Worth keeping, worth believing in
A dream woven into the fabric of reality
A shooting star in the charcoal sky
You are
Irreplaceable
Unique
A Chinese lantern lit in a store of metal desk lamps
You are
mine
Together, we, us, you and I
words I can get used to

Thirty Eighth Thought

Thirty Seventh Thought

Open up my body and take a look inside
Let your eyes caresses the crevices in which I like to hide
Just don't get too close, while in it's depths you peer
Or else your nose will wrinkle fast against the stench of fear

Fear is ugly, mean, and narrow minded. I know that you are of tender heart, full of love and caring. I know you would never try to hurt me. I want to be close to you, united in every sense possible. My fear gets in the way of this, to expose all my vulnerabilities, is such a leap of faith, that i stand there, stock still. My fear whispers evil words into my ear. Tells me horrible lies. Eventually, with your help I will slay my fear. I will show you all of who I am. And if I am privileged enough to receive the honor, I will be shown all of who you are. On that day I will be happier than I could ever describe.