Bright sunlight, twenty four hours, at all times, unrelenting
I would love this
I feel too weak to face the night
Nor do I have the energy to be busy
I still fear stagnation
I feel like I'm running from demons, can't stop, but my lungs are filling with liquid nitrogen, and my legs are cramping, am I stagnant in my movement? As crazy as it sounds?
Sometimes the will to do anything beyond being and reacting leaves me
I wonder where I was in a past life
What led me to where I am?
It's as if my body aches to finish up the to-do list of a life already lived, whose memory got left behind
Yearning without a direction
Ok I have a book here
It's called "The Life You Were Born To Live - A Guide To Finding Your Life Purpose"
By a Mr. Dan Millman
Maybe he can help me
I need to add up all the numbers in my birthday, every single digit....
Ok the total is 30, and when I add those two the resulting number is 3, so I am a "30/3".
Let's skip to that chapter.
My life theme is emotional expression *looks around at blog entries* ok so that makes sense...
Apparently 30/3's make excellent depressives.. but all of my writing is so cheerful lol
mmmmm *keeps reading*
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